Its been a week....

And it still stinks :( Physically I feel great, no cramping or bleeding which was surprising from what I've read to prepare. Im extremely eager to get started again and would love for a March transfer but my IPs need time which is very important for their healing.  They are also awaiting the genetic testing results from the angel baby.  Please keep the prayers for my IPs healing and for a future transfer.  

Bad news

Our appt yesterday showed baby stopped growing and didnt have a heart beat. Im going in for a D & E this afternoon and am a bit nervous. My heart hurts so badly for my IPs :( I dont know how I feel really, ofcourse im upset, devastated and mad that this happened but i dont think im able to process it all yet. Please keep my IPs in your thoughts and prayers for their healing and heartache.