Last monitoring visit today

The fertility clinic just called and said my blood and ultrasound are where it should be and were all set for friday!! I was very nervous that my lining wouldnt be thick enough or something, what a relief!! Im so excited to see J tomorrow, shes coming to give me my first progesterone injection, shes the best!!!  

ding ding ding, round 2

So were on round 2 of meds! I am SO thankful my last monitoring appt was good so that we could start up again. Transfer is 2 weeks and 1 day away, it will be here before we know it. 


I took a peek at the PIO needle, HOLY COW that thing is enormous! Im a bit nervous for it but ofcourse Ill manage and be fine. I feel selfish complaining about it though. 


My birthday is Sunday and Im really looking forward to spending some time with J & B and excited for my family to meet these 2 awesome people! 

New transfer date

Transfer scheduled for 12/23 just in time for the holiday! What better Christmas gift for me than saying "sorry I must rest everyone come to us this year!" "ill be on the couch if you need me". 


I still feel awful that I messed up but SO thankful that we can still do this in 3 weeks.

I messed up :(

I took the wrong meds and now transfer is cancelled. The only good news is that it will only be delayed 2 weeks, thank God. I cant believe I did that. I feel so bad. If it was for my own baby it wouldnt have bothered me so much but its not for me, and I feel like I let my IPs down. I know I didnt because they are truly amazing people but I just feel that way. So after Christmas should be the new transfer date, Ill have a schedule soon.

10 more days until transfer

This has been my life the past 2 weeks. Estrogen, estrogen and some more estrogen! Im SO glad I havent had to do any shots yet. They come next monday! I have an appt monday to check my lining and blood work and than transfer is NEXT friday ALREADY! Seemed like we just got matched.

Im feeling a bit anxious. Im so very excited and cant wait, Im just nervous I guess of the unknown. Hopefully that is a normal feeling! Everyone around me is supportive and sends best wishes and luck to J & B. Im very lucky and very grateful for the amazing family and friends that I have.  

Count down is on...

Just 3 more weeks :)  


Heres a few pics from our trip to Disney, the girls had a blast!

vacation time

We leave for Disney friday, cant wait! Our daughters don't know yet, we will tell them at the airport. My IPs are also going to be away the same time as us. I stop BCP 11/17, have an appt for blood and ultrasound 11/22 and start estrogen :) Than 3 short weeks later we will be transferring 2, 5 day embryos. This must all be surreal for J and B because sometimes Im thinking "pinch me?!" Contracts will be signed before Friday and everything is moving right along perfectly. I totally adore J & B and am so happy to be their carrier.